J.N. EsteyThat Time I Went to the New York Botanical Garden in the Dead of Winterhair days unwashed coat dirty and too thin for the season too tired to buy warmth too tired to care about the coldDec 17, 2022Dec 17, 2022
J.N. EsteyInner Childthe person I see gazing back at me is not an enemy or an abyss or any form of emptiness or malevolence at all the soul I see is gentle who…Feb 21, 2021Feb 21, 2021
J.N. EsteyContinuuma piece of you lives on in me and in that way we found a way to be together after allFeb 21, 2021Feb 21, 2021
J.N. EsteyClosureto laugh and to cry in the same place and to allow neither to leave a stainFeb 21, 2021Feb 21, 2021
J.N. EsteyWholeyou are not dirty just because someone with unclean hands dared to touch youFeb 22, 2021Feb 22, 2021
J.N. EsteyA Prayerrepeat into belief repeat into truth light seeps in hallelujahFeb 22, 2021Feb 22, 2021
J.N. EsteyWinter Sunjust as you are every dawn thawed or frozen every day just as you are just as you just youFeb 26, 2021Feb 26, 2021
J.N. EsteyEarthshineif you are the sun then I will be the moon just so you will always know that moonlight is sunlight tooFeb 28, 2021Feb 28, 2021
J.N. EsteyUnreliable Narratorjust because you feel helpless doesn’t mean you areFeb 28, 2021Feb 28, 2021
J.N. EsteyNature’s Spectrumas the sea embraces rain water is the same love’s love no matter the nameMar 2, 2021Mar 2, 2021
J.N. EsteyOn Being Brokeon sleeping on the 1 train because it’s the dead of winter and you don’t yet have an apartment but still can’t afford a hotelMar 2, 20211Mar 2, 20211
J.N. EsteyA Different Kind of Foreverwhen your abusive ex unblocks you on Instagram crawling back like a failed apex and a weakened battering ramMar 2, 2021Mar 2, 2021
J.N. EsteyVenusbe soft and gentle genuine and true and with every fiber of my being I will love each and every part of youMar 5, 2021Mar 5, 2021